Tuesday, February 28, 2012

things about me

Things about me.  

           1.  I am a mother and grandmother, and pretty much have loved the role.  I have loved the role and still feel very much for my girls.  I love to give my grandsons kisses.
           2. I am a wife.  And I have loved being married.  There are a bout 50 -60 days in my 51 years of marriage that I would have preferred not being married.  I  have loved the companionship.  

3. love to look at water.  Any water , even a fountain.

         4.  I am a cook.  Food has been a passion for 51  years, although now it is forced at times.  Now I am cooking from a limited number of cookbooks, trying to streamline the process. .  I have come to the point that leftovers are not so bad.  

           5. I always have a creative passion going besides food.  Many years it was knitting.  I went through that passion about 3 times in my life.  I started knitting at ten.

           6.  I am a blogger.  Not great, but I have stuck with it for six years.  I love people to look at it, but I realize that I am doing it for me.  Some times I like telling little stories of things that amuse me.  I blog about four days a week.  

   7.I have come to love photography.  I have taken snap shots for one reason or another, but I took a blogging class and realized that photos made all the difference. I  learned how to use my camera and it has been great since then.  I am not great    , but I have improved, and I think that others , if they do not know about the art of photography, they think I am great.  Currently I am doing Project life, but what I do not like about that is that the photos are only snapshots, I like to take a little time and at the least frame them.  I am not taking quality photos.  

         8.  I do not have many close friends, although I know a lot of people.  I am sort of an in-depth friend. I used to have friends like that, but after moving to Washington, it has been harder.  Everyone including me, is into their retired husbands, and my husband is a loner.  I do miss friends.  I will  say not having a lot of close friends does leave me time for my creative endeavors.  

         9. I go to church and have a small women's group which satisfies my feeling on bonding.  These women are willing to talk religion.  I do volunteer work at church.  

           I am a conservative in the American political system.  I worry a lot about how our country is headed and our culture and how it is falling apart.  

       11. I sailed to Hawaii in a sailboat from San Francisco.

       12.  For a short time I washed towels for the homeless shelter, but I gave that up as there were enough cognitive people that they could go to the laundromat.   

Thursday, January 19, 2012

January 19, 2012



Just a little excercise in getting going in Photoshop again.  This is about adjustment layers.  

Monday, January 16, 2012

January 16, 2012

My creative life

When I was sixteen a friend of my parents took me on to give me painting lessons.  I do not think it was a long time, but I did love doing it and everyone said it was wonderful.   I think my daughter has the painting of Anne Hathway's  cottage.  I was doing college prep in High School. So I never took art classes, for one thing I thought all the people in art class were stupid and or not cool.

When I went to college I studied first Home Ec, and then Apparel  Merchandising.   There were always design classes or creative classes like clothes  design.  I thought at the time that I could be a clothes designer, but I was too interested in men and my soon to be husband.  In some ways college was wasted on me, and in other ways  I got a back ground for life long interests in other areas.

I left college and went to work at he University of California Berkeley, and then was only time I worked.  We, Micheal and I had three girls and that was my job.  But I was always creative.

I was subject to depression and anxiety.  I desperately needed creativity.  I tried many things including, sewing (I did a lot of that) for myself and my girls.  I always wanted to sell something and make a buck.  I thought my girls clothes were terrific and they, especially in the later years, did not think so.   I tried painting and did okay, some nice, but all the time I wondered where my next painting would come and I felt a fraud and a little of a wannabe.  I tried writing and got through a first draft of a short novel.  There I really felt a fraud and I did not know how to keep a "voice".  I went through many phase of knitting and I did some pretty nice sweaters, actually a few fabulous.  I did design children's sweater and tried to sell them.  I did not do well at that.  This included most work on a knitting machine.  Hand  knitting was slow, but it was always a good friend to return to.  I do not knit now because my finger gets out of joint.

Six years ago I started a blog thinking it would be the shortest blog in history.  But  it still live going through a life of its own of ups and downs  Sometimes I think of it as for my self and other times I mostly think of it for others.  I took Holly Beckers blogging class, and I happened the other night to find a list of those whose blogs I then.  There were few still blogging.  I added photos to my blog usually.But through her class I learned how valuable photos were and I started trying to improve my photography.  Once I started that I never looked back.  I threw myself into photography.  I have my IPhone, my SLR and for Christmas I got a very nice point and shoot for my purse.  This is where I am at the moment.  One of my goals for the year is to print more photos.

My health goes up and down and sideways.  I am not sure my goal is any longer to sell.  I think likely selling is a huge effort that likely I am not ready to put forth.  I am working on Project Life for the first time and I hope that it will promote my photography.

January 16, 2012